It's been four days since I last ate. I'm telling you, these padded walls arent all cracked up to what they're supposed to be. I got a bruise on my thigh the other day. I think they need to pick up the slack and start double padding the walls and floor. But I cant find anyone to complain to! The only visitors I get are the guys that jingle cause of the keys around their waste that bring me a bucket and food. I dont know what the buckets for, I have a toilet. Wait! Do I?? *looks around nervously*. Well anyway, enough about me being insane. I did get to ask this one guy if I could have a computer so I could keep up with my drawings stuff (oh yeah I also asked for pencil and paper after vowing and swearing on my life I wouldnt stab myself with the paper...and here I wanted so much to paper cut myself to death. YOU KIDDING ME!! A small nick to the finger hurts like hell! Imagine nicks allover! not very pretty to think about). I also had to vow that I wouldnt hurt the computer, if anything the computer would end up hurting me! Just the other day we got in a tiff, he wouldnt download my pictures, I wanted to puncture his PC. He wanted to fall on my toe and he did. I would have got him back but I'm under oath. So anyways, the struggling relationship with my computer and I is ever continuing. Now me and the barred windows...thats another story. I better go, I hear jingling, if I dont go to the door to greet my food they wont give me any. Thats why I havent eaten for four days cause I've been trying to contact the outside world, so far I've only been able to reach this girl named Becca who claims shes a fairy. I think she's lying. She sounds more like an elf to me. That durty dirty liar. Anywho...Crap He just passed by AGAIN. Curse you Machine! OUCH!! The computer just bit me! well. better go!.

Justan